Getting my head round things at last!

Its true, there isnt enough time in the day! Not that I would wish for more hours in the day, just less stuff to fit into those hours. Firstly I would like to stop working but still get paid! Hmm, how does that work??!!

So, am seeing a light at the end of my tunnel of "Oh my god i have too much to do and cant do any of it".

Just as a quick aside, I have a habit of getting overwhelmed when I have a lot to do (only personally, work I seem to handle just fine!) and when I get overwhelmed, I have had mini breakdowns, panic attacks etc. and i was beginning to feel like that again lately. But then I stopped with the pressure from myself to get everything I want to get done in one day, and instantly felt better!

Tasks 1 and 2 have been reelased now and while I have looked at them, I have not felt I have been able to justify them with the right amount of time, so while I am keeping thought in my head about them, I am setting aside the long weekend as a Me Weekend. Husband will be back at work and I can focus on:

• Getting the house tidied and sorted (its clean and tidy now but not tidy in the way I mean)
• Go over All the tasks that have been released
• Think about next pregnancy steps, such as purchasing stuff etc.
• Get chirstmas presents sorted for my niece and nephews in the UK (dont get me started on that debaucle! Again, lazy me strikes again!)
• go through wardrobe for pregnancy friendly stuff and pack away stuff I wont be using so I dont get upset everytime I see it
• and anythign else I can safely add in without being overwhelmed!

because I know once this is done, I will feel much better about myself and my situation, and I think 3 days is a pretty decent time frame!

but best of all, nausea seems to be halting and tiredness isnt too bad! Still nervous for Monday's scan though! DOnt think I will ever stop being nervous though!!